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it is so hard...

2010-12-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

to forget those word which were said...and the betrayal

my mission today is to learn how to

2010-04-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

pronounce the name of the infamous iceland volcano that has been talked about by many recently...

Eyjafjallajökull-----> ɛɪjaˌfjatlaˌjœːkʏtl̥

i became a millionaire today!!!

2010-04-20T00:13:00.000-07:00

..... in rupiah =)

because of you

2010-02-11T01:09:00.000-08:00

everything is falling back into place...

with you

2010-01-25T02:35:00.000-08:00

my cup runneth over

so true....

2010-01-14T03:11:00.000-08:00

2009-12-16T17:19:00.001-08:00

it has been too long...
so much has changed...

i am no longer the same...

In a blink of an eye

2008-06-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

I remember being 4 and we were on a family trip in Langkawi. I was walking hand in hand with daddy in the kiddy pool when I suddenly tripped and fell. Daddy was surprised I got up laughing instead of crying. I was also enrolled in kindergarten and little did I know, my dance partner turned out to be a friend I got to know many years later.

It was when I was 6 that I decided I wanted to be a motorcycle racer. I cycle down the steep slope behind my house at top speed and swerve the corner. I ended up flat on the ground, scars all over my limbs and had a hard time breathing.

My friends reminded me that I used to be really scary in primary school. At 11, I was known as the smacker. I gave people’s back high fives if they ever pissed me off. I also opted for the famous Kamus Dewan as my weapon.

Then came every 12 year old’s nightmare, UPSR. The girls and boys in my primary school went separate ways.

High school was full with ups and downs. I was one of those nerds that participated in everything. I was 16 when I was elected as the Head of Discipline, and yes I was as shocked as you too. However, I had the least names in my 555 notebook.

At the age of 17, everyone was working their asses off for SPM. It doesn’t help when you are in a very competitive school and getting straight A’s was kind of obligated. SPM went smoothly and everything went as plan.

Despite meeting amazing people when I was 18, it was one of the lower points in my life. I never felt like such a failure. I soon got over it and it was off I go to the land of the free and the bold. For the first time ever, I was in a place so foreign. For the first time ever, I found that it was hard to make friends. For the first time ever, I felt so alone.

I drove on the other side of the road when I was 20. That did not turn out too well. It was also that year I visited the place where dreams come true. I finally went to Disneyland!

I was 21 when you happened. I went to Europe and watched my first ever live football match, a Manchester United match. Those 10 days were the best time of my life.

I am 22. I have achieved and lost, laughed and cried. I wouldn’t trade what I have been through with anything else in the world. It might not be perfect but it was full with love, dreams and hope. Now I just need to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life.

yesterday

2008-04-15T15:33:00.000-07:00

the problem is we tend to look back at our mistake, wishing we had approached it differently. we dwell in the past, feeling regret and sorry, hoping things would be the same again.

unfortunately, there is no way to turn back time.

i wonder if it is just me, or does winning something always have to come with losing something. is life all about putting up a front and saying the right things

that's how legends are made, at least that's what they say

2008-03-23T18:42:00.000-07:00

it is okay to fall once in a while, you just have to remember to pick yourself up again. dwelling in it would only hurt yourself and the people you love.

can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
could you hold your head high, when no one knows your name?
that's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.

we say goodbye, but never let go.
we live, we die, cause you can't save every soul.
gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
will never look back, never look down,
and never let go.

can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
can you sit down again, and play another hand?
could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
that's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.

21,081,600 s

2008-03-15T11:26:00.000-07:00

the tale of the unfortunate easter egg...

2008-03-11T20:33:00.000-07:00

march 11, 2008 marks the death of a chocolate easter egg.

the box that failed to protect the poor little egg
the big slit across the box
*crushed* poor egg didn't even make it to easter...
i guess they thought the egg was used for smuggling drugs

thank god the mini eggs that survived!

guilty as charged

2008-03-02T20:44:00.001-08:00

i feel personally liable for the her current state. people come and go, it is bound to happen someday, even without my existent but who knows, it might take another twist. why does someone's happiness always have to be at the cost of someone else's grief.....

the burden is getting heavier, i should learn to let go

they say...

2008-02-23T17:52:00.000-08:00

everything works out for the best. i say that those words are just lies to make you feel better.

failure :: disappointment :: frustration :: lost :: dissatisfaction :: hurt :: ache

when will i get to feel all triumphant again...

i need to turn off the waterworks...

everytime i...

2008-02-21T21:57:00.001-08:00

see it, hear it or talk about it...i feel a slight ache in me...
i don't think i will be able to ever

forget it, ignore it or let it go...

do you know...

2008-02-21T00:03:00.000-08:00

how fattening pistachios are????

1 cup of pistachios = 3 cups of rice = 750 calories!

since i last wrote

2008-02-16T20:40:00.000-08:00

friendships were found and lost, some bonds were strengthen, some ties were broken, goals were achieved, dreams were crushed.
2007 was full of ups and downs. happiness comes with a price and life is definitely not a bed of roses. there is no right or wrong, good or bad. everything is negotiable and is up for different perception. there is such things as the grey area, life is not just painted in black or white.

six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes -- all you need is one.